Photos from our family outing last May 16, 2012. Bought a new memory card reader for only P100.00 (Wahaha.Super pamiling gud ak hin barato kakulop.), kaya nakapagupload na ko ng pics from my phone. Plus, I discovered a new online photo editor site, which is similar with Instagram (I don’t use it, ky for Android la ada hiya?). So yun, I edited some photos last night, and posted it this morning. By the way, here’s the site of that online photo editor I was talking about, baka lang naman gusto nyo itry —> http://pixlr.com/. ENJOY!
I’m done applying for the NLE, therefore, tuloy na tuloy na talaga to. Whether I like it or not, matake na talaga ak! Bahala nala ini, if mahulog retake nala. Haha :D
I decided to go home later. Mag-hibernate ak anay, masyadong maraming temptasyon dito, damo’t istorbo. Haha. I’m gonna turn off my phone, and everything na pwde magconnect ha akon hit iba na tawo aside akon family.
Ano ba? Yakan paman han song, “Everybody needs sometime, ALL ALONE.”
SPACE.
I badly need it, now.

Each of us has our own definitions and beliefs of the meaning of love. And in one way or another, movies, fairytales, pocketbooks (PHR. LOL!), or any love stories whether written or not, made us believe that love is unconditional.
It isn’t.
This blog isn’t a product of bitterness or something because as of the moment I’m inlove with the most lovable person on earth and that is my boyfriend. Charooot!
This is just me sharing something I’ve learned about human behavior while dealing with them for the past 21 years on earth. Chos!
Eto lang naman ang point ko guys, before kayo umabot sa puntong someone will love you unconditionally, dadaan muna kayo sa “conditional phase”, wherein, whether you like or not you will make some alterations in your self para ma-impress sa’yo ang isang tao.
For instance, when you met a guy and you find him interesting, will you talk to him like he was someone you’ve known for years at ilalabas mo agad yung ugali mong kasing asim ng kili-kili mo kapag pinagpapawisan? Hindi diba? Kase pag-ginawa mo yun, kahit Getting-To-Know-Each-Other eh hindi nyo ma-aachieve.
Kung sugarol ka, drug adik, lasinggero, manloloko atbp., sa tingin mo ba my magtitiis sa’yo? O sabihin nalang natin ikaw yung magkakaron ng asawang ganito, pagtitiisan mo ba sya? Pero infairness, marami rin namang mga tao yung tumatagal sa mga asawa nilang ganito, and they choose to stay with them, for some reasons (like, because of their kids), yun nga lang madalas silang ganito:
<—- UNCONDITIONAL LOVE it is! :D
Wag ka nang ring humirit na sabihin na “If he loves me, he’ll accept me for who I am.” kase kalokohan yan. Malaking kalokohan!
The truth is, if you love someone you will be willing to make changes in your daily routines, in your hobbies or in any other areas of your life, just so you will be able to make the relationship lasts.
Sabi pa nga ni Papa Jack, “If you want to be loved, be lovable.” :)
I’m 21, and undecided. So, this is the point in my life where everything seems to be confusing. Take the July NLE or not? Continue my review in SRG or mag self review (which hindi ako sigurado kung talagang makakapag self-review nga ba ako with all the temptations around me, i.e. INTERNET, MOVIES, DOTA, SEX etc.)
I have a lot of things to do. (example: F-ing PRC forms na hindi matapos-tapos and requirements hit NLE). And I still haven’t figured out how am I going tell my mom that I don’t want and I’m not ready to take the July NLE. Ayoko pa magtake kase tinatamad akong magreview. Ano pa nga ba?
I don’t know why pero as of the now, hindi lang talaga ako sobrang motivated na makuha yung license ko. Grabe na talaga tak kahubya! Hahaha :D
BEST BIRTHDAY MESSAGE AWARD 2012 goes to Ate Kristi! Thank you ate! ![]()
Nakakatouch tim message! Pwede tumuok? Haha. Thank you for the friendship ate! I will always be your FAN! I CARE. :)
“I need assurance that even if I fail, they’ll love me still.”
I have to be honest, grabe tak pressure na nafefeel yana. Ginkukurian ako. And dire ak confident na papasaron ko it board yana na July. :’(
And if unta la ba tutugutan ak nira mama, dko la talaga anay gusto magtake. But sige nala, yakan paman nira, “Matry manla.“
Ginkukurian talaga ak. :’(
For now, I don’t wanna be reminded na harani na it board, gusto ko la ig-enjoy it review. That’s all. WARAY GADLA KARAG-PRESSURE!
Magiging “RN” gihap ak, someday, in God’s time! Night!





